Most of my prayers were about the ups and downs of daily life and often about my still new relationship.  I often began the day by praying while still in bed.  One morning, I was asking something about Abigail.  For a second time, the answer came in a woman’s voice.  “Is that a female voice?”

Yes.

“Are You a woman?”

When I want to be.

“Why do You usually appear as a man?”

It goes over better.

“With most folks?”

Yes.

Many days later, I had an experience that felt like the feminine presence of God—like a powdery shower, like perfumed talc being sprinkled over my whole being.  When I had unusual experiences like this, I found them both heady and troubling.  “Lord, I could get lost in experiences like this.”

This is a phase because it is new.  Don’t worry, you’ll get over it.

“Lord, is there special meaning to the feminine presence?”

You need both (masculine and feminine).  What you call the masculine presence gives you strength and energy.  It is a bonding in My service.  The so-called feminine gives you grace and peace.  It is a healing between you and Me.