“Lord, I have the feeling that you want me to read and think less, and to listen more and just write down your story.”
Don’t stop thinking, but think in a different way. Don’t work so hard to figure everything out, to make it rational, to make it fit your categories. Just listen and think through the implications of what I tell you.
“But, Lord, some of what I learn from You comes from worrying over what you say.”
Sometimes yes, but often no. Sometimes your questioning just gets in the way. The main point is to open your mind, to try to understand what I am saying on its own terms, and to see ways it might be true or understandable to you.
If something doesn’t make sense to me, how can I supposed to “see ways” to make it understandable? How do you get to that vantage point?
Early man was a whole new phenomenon, not entirely expected.
“How can that be, Lord? Weren’t human beings part of Your plan from the beginning?”
Remember that I am following a plan, not inventing it. I don’t know the whole plan Myself.
“So the emergence of human beings was a surprise?”
Yes. Even though I saw the unfolding of life and understood its trajectory, there is a discontinuity between animal life and human life that’s surprising. People are not just smarter animals. It is not just that they have souls—animals have a kind of soul too—it is that they are creative, free, self-reflective, open-ended, have a yearning to go beyond themselves. They are in fact like little gods, though I do not like the usual use of this notion. But people are much more of the same substance and kind as God. That is why I can communicate with them so effectively. The mind is a little reflection or mirror of God.